| Show me the way to let go... |
[May. 6th, 2005|10:03 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | A perfect circle- Thomas | ] |
My trip home was pretty fun just layed outside friday night had a bonfire that included random visits from some people, drinking away dans first legal money encounter, and as andrew called it "the olympian square" haha i dont know if he remembers that. then i kinda just hung out sunday me n kelly got crafty and smoked then we went and lit off some dissapointing fireworks. then sunday i hung out with arthur and amy for awhile then saw hillary eric billy kelly n them and we chilled for a lil while and now im back.
ight i just wrote that and planned to leave it at that and i thought of something.....What the fuck has the point of livejournal become. Some place to make cowardly statements that half the time are directed towards one sole person and this is just a more discreet and dramatized way of making your statement. Or its a place where people just list off the countless things they did this weekend with all do respect who really gives a shit? WHO fucking cares what we did at the bonfire? ....anybody? i doubt it. these days we just add 10,000 people to feel cool people we hardly know or care about...buy hey YOU GOT MORE COMMENTS so that should boost your confidence. So therefore i think its time i cut down my friends list even smaller then it is and make this at least somewhat of a pointful use to this site....anyways just my oppinion so this is my last pointless "what i did this weekend" entry unless its something viable and to some extent useful information to anyone. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 28th, 2005|02:40 pm] |
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im coming home sat. till mon. im gonna sleep at danny boys saturday hopefully with andrew and besides that ill spend most of the time with my new baby cousin its the first time we've had a boy in 16 years and thatd be me, and looking at houses with my mom. So not much open time really but call me if u want to maybe meet up or somin. 719-481-1677 if u need to reach me. Im going to have a very amusing visit to dennys on sat. night too haha. The bulls are kickin ass too which is fun but kinda sucks cuz im watching the games with a bunch of people who could really care less who wins so itll be fun to watch the game with some people saturday. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 26th, 2005|12:25 pm] |
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| | Nothin | ] |
yah, so what a joke this has become? Im coming back (kinda) were moving back to illinois but like geneva or carol stream or somethin like that mostly places a half hour 40 minutes away. Its no ghetto but hell its gonna be a lot different we cant afford something even half the price of what we used to be able to but its striaght. My parents to my knowledge are split i havent really talked to my dad in a while. So thats basically why were going back cuz my mom would be super lonely with no family and such with her. I think im kinda gonna miss this place too but uh whats new im getting used to having recycable friends. Uh not much other news we get out of school like two weeks be4 yall suckers which is tight. Thats the one thing ill miss the school here is so much better with 5 periods a day you get a hell of a lot more studying time the classes are harded teachers are ten times nicer and my grades beat the shit out of any grades ive ever had. OH WELL. I had a dream i shot up nequa with a blind dude then i dont know why but andrew H. came and shot me three times in the chest and i swear to god in my dream i felt like i was dying like i cant explain it at all but i dont know if people have ever had dreams where they can literally feel the emotions of whats going on or ive had dreams of smoking and actually felt like i was high (thats because pot stores in your fat cells and if u dont smoke it can release the cells at certain times) so yeah i think i know what it feels like to get shot or die... sure that sounds stupid but it was nuts. uh really kinda pointless entry but im bored. Catch yah on the flip side |
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| Menthols no more |
[Apr. 15th, 2005|02:08 am] |
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| | dayton family | ] |
ight hold up
fuck what everyone says for a min.
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I was meant to be a pot head.
And on a minor other note. I wish you could tell someone you miss them w/out them assuming its sexual. I dont want much, but i want eiether something like that again, or jsut part of them back. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 13th, 2005|12:58 pm] |
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| | scarface- my balls and my word | ] |
For the first time in a long time i thought about all my memories in that shit hole town naperville and i never even realized
Im really gonna miss some of those days....
We might be moving back, not to naperville but somewhere i cant remember the name like 45 minutes away. It has virtually nothing to do with me, which is good i guess. I really dont want to get into details as to why we may. I personally would rather just stay, it'd be different if it was the ville but i kinda like it here so shit. another point im sure everyones realized...but just look back to last year or freshman year...what a dissapointment everyone turns different ways and think theyre doing something more fun but then you look back and the best times is when i really truly didnt give a fuck what anyone thought and we didnt give a fuck what happend we were invincible and the fun never ended...
What is the one thing you wish didnt change since highschool?
For me, i wish we all didnt split up. And i wish i never let some ho get in the way of my true friends.
fuck, as much as i beat myself up about this, things wont go back ...Oh well |
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| borEd |
[Mar. 25th, 2005|12:51 am] |
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| [ | music |
| | green day- jesus of suburbia | ] |
HAVE YOU EVER...
1. Kissed your cousin: not in a sexual way
2. Ran away: yea
3. Pictured your crush naked: yah
4. Skipped school: yeh
5. Broken someone's heart: doubtful
6. Been in love: to kids in highschool yeh i guess
7. Cried when someone died: dont believe so ...at least not until it hit me
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: yeh
9. Broken a bone: no
10. Done something embarrassing: who hasnt
11. Lied: yes
12. Cried in school: sure i have but nothing i can remember
WHICH IS BETTER...
13. Coke or Pepsi: coke
14. Sprite or 7UP: sprite
15. Girls or Guys: girls
16. Flowers or Candy: neiether
17. Scruff or Clean shaved: clean shaven
18. Blondes or Brunettes: pretty much even slight edge to blondes
19. Bitchy or Slutty: heh
20. Tall or Short: short
21. Pants or Shorts: pants
22. Night or Day: night
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
23. What do you notice first: face then boobs then legs
24. Last Person You Slow Danced With: i think stef
25. Worst Question To Ask: what color underwear are you wearing? (lol KELLY)
THE LAST TIME YOU...
26. Showered: this morning
27. Stepped outside: 3 hours ago
28. Had Sex: wouldnt you like to know
ABOUT YOU...
29. Romantic memory: never been romantic just other stuff
30. Your Good Luck Charm: none
31. Person You Hate Most: ill go with taryn no particular reason but she just really pisses me off
32. Best Thing That Has Happened: rubber
33. On your desk: books
34. Picture on your desktop: briana banks
FAVORITE...
35. Color: black
36. Movie: fear and loathing, and dazed and confused
37. Artist or band: bone thugs
38. Cars: mustang
39. Ice Cream: not a big fan
41. Food: i dont know
WHO...
42. Makes You Laugh The Most: dan shearer, lindsay
43. Makes You Smile: sara
44. Can Make You Feel Better No Matter What: sammi?
45. Has A Crush On You: lol kinda wierd question...but i think kara does
46. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: when do i not
47. Who Has It Easier?: hemaphrodites
48. Gives You A Funny Feeling When You See Them: i dunno
DO YOU EVER...
49. Sit By The Phone Waiting For A Phone Call All Night: depends
50. Save AIM Conversations: only if i have something to prove
51. Save E-mails: no
52. Forward Secret E-mails: no
53. Wish You Were Someone Else: yes
54. Wish You Were A Member Of The Opposite Sex: heh
55. Wear Cologne: yeh
56. Kiss: i try to make it a weekly thing
57. Cuddle: too fuckin often
58. Go Online For Longer Than Eight Hours At A Time: not really
HAVE YOU EVER...
59. Fallen For Your Best Friend?: yes
60. Made Out With JUST A Friend?: yea
61. Kissed Two People In The Same Day?: hahaha yeah but shh
62. Had Sex With Two Different People In The Same Day?: close
63. Been Rejected: too many times
64. Been In Love?: already answered this
65. Been In Lust?: eh prolly altho i prolly didnt realize usually make myself think i like them
66. Used Someone?: -
67. Been Used?: -
68. Dumped Someone?: yes
69. Been Cheated On?: what goes around comes around
70. Been Kissed?: yea
71. Done Something You Regret?: yea
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
72. You Touched?: kendall
73. You Talked To?: kara
74. You Hugged?: dominique
75. You Instant Messaged?: kara
76. You Kissed?: kara
77. You Yelled At?: my dog
78. You Thought About?: why bother
79. Who Text Messaged You?: last i think sara
80. Who Broke Your Heart?: still beating
81. Who Told You They Loved You?: i should prolly just keep my mouth shut so i dont have attacks from more crazy boyfriends
MORE ABOUT YOU...
82. Color Your Hair? no
83. Have Tattoos?: this summer finally
84. Have Piercings?: yea
85. Have A boyfriend/girlfriend?: maybe in her eyes
86. Own A Webcam?: not that i recall
87. Own A Thong?: hahahahahaha
88. Ever Get Off The Damn Computer?: yea
89. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?: no
90. Habla espanol?: spick
91. Quack?: waht
HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...
92. Stolen Anything?: lol hell no
93. Smoke?: uh huh
94. Schizophrenic?: yea
95. Obsessive?: yea
96. Compulsive?: yea
97. Obsessive compulsive?: depends
98. Panic?: not often but happens
99. Anxiety?: to much
100. Depressed?: i go through my stages...but no pity trip never anything serious |
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| "Dont talk to the black kids" |
[Feb. 23rd, 2005|09:04 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | bone thugs | ] |
man this def. ranks up in one of the wierdest days of my life. I started school today and it was more different then i could have imagined. The day starts off with me getting there a little early so i get there and i had to go to the counsler first to get my schedule and all that shit and the lady says he's in a meeting to wait fourt five minutes....great. So im in there for like 30 minutes and then finally some girl comes in and says Hi im heather and she was the first really pretty girl i had met and she says wanna walk around and i said sure and everything seemed cool she introduced me to her friends and they were all juniors and i went at sat at some table with these girls and the first thing this girl does is whisper, "since your not all white like most of us the black and mexicans will try to steal you from us so dont talk to them" i laughed and thought that was really odd...wat do you know these black kids come up and are like yo come here and then this heather girl told them to go away and told me not to talk to them..For the rest of the day it was this girl and her friends bad talking these kids and these kids coming up to me and bad talking those girls tellin me to stay away from those sluts. It doesnt sound that odd but everything was so middle school it was all fucking cliques i guess you had your cliques at neuqua but people mostly just kinda did their own thing and no1 bothered anyone. I want to stay away from both these "cliques" because they were wierd as fucking shit and they are obsessed with race and im treated like im black which is the oddest fuckin thing. The races are so split up because theres a terribly little amount of black and mexicans so its just wierd and i dont like it i want to scream im white quit arguing over nothing. I felt like i was a rope in tug-a-war with these two groups. Whatever im just gonna hide because that shit annoyed the fucking hell out of me. And im in a bad mood and im tired and this shit is so odd. and another thing if your black move here cuz you'll be able to get laid without speaking a word payce |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 20th, 2005|12:40 am] |
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| | watching dazed n confused | ] |
So here I stand last night in Naperville. Theres no point in trying to state whats going through my head its pretty ineffable the way I feel. I guess what i've done here is irrevocable so I really have no point. I'll miss this place in a wierd way this place is complete gall to me, but somehow it feels like home. Inconcievable happiness at this place so im out.
take care everyone |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 15th, 2005|11:51 pm] |
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| | depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | dream theater- Take me as i am | ] |
i really had no intention of saying anything about this but here i am as always doing what i say i wont. i made up some reasons why i ran away or whatever saying it was about "squares", sure it played a minor part but its not what caused the blow up. Basically heres the story i was at the store someone called asked to stop by my mom says no, i really didnt care at the time so i said whatever and came back down. About ten minutes later my mom comes down and i was kinda mad now and said i really dont see why they couldnt come by she replied with "Jon, we thinks its best you just forget about her" (..whatever..?) i asked ok and why is that? she says Jon were moving in less then two weeks and you'll start school in colorado springs on the 22nd. If you ask me that was probably the worst way she could have broke it to me. I basically broke down there and had no one to turn to. Once again im not making excuses for my retarded acts and believe me i know im a fucking idiot and stupid and all that shit so i dont need any outside assurance. It hurts though i cant explain it, this is my home and even though most of what i cared about is gone its just leaving the only place i know. I hope i just isolate myself there and just get out when im 18 and dissapear forever and never talk to a soul that knows one fucking detail about the piece of shit i've turned into. i really realize how i am the complete epitome of fucking failure, its no longer just words im spitting out, its who i see and everyone else see's in the mirror. I am one walking dissapointment. There is no need for me to get close to anyone these days they eiether dont feel the same, i dont feel the same, or i just dont use those people to my advantage (in that i dont mean "use them") i mean like use what friends or girlfriends or family or anything what they are there for, for help to listen to do any of that i dont have the balls to call anybody if im down...why CUZ NOT ONE FUCKING PERSON CARES ANYMORE. This is no guilt trip eiether i deserve every snare every nasty comment and every judgement ive gotten. No one will comment on this no one will read this. i will be a afterthought in a week and i have no choice but to accept that, there are people here i cant push out of my head but i never tell them talk to them or do anything and now im so angry because there is so much time i could have spent with people so much time i could have talked to them and made things right or just made things pointful my whole life i just wasted time here because nobody was going to affect heartless j.q. No one matterd to me, no one could insult me, no one made me happy, and this was my way of life and how good it worked till it comes to the end and i realize i've just wasted 16 years. i hope i call a few of you and get the courage to talk and get things set up so when im here visiting all the time ( since 100 percent of my fam is here )i have someone to see, or just so i can talk to you guys while im away even though theres probably no use. |
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| Every time i update for some reason im listening to apc ...its wierd |
[Feb. 11th, 2005|06:16 pm] |
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| | bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | apc-counting bodys like sheep to the rhythm of the war drums | ] |
holy shitttt house arrest is beyond boring. I had a pretty long talk with Lauren today, i've never really heard that side of her and she realllly made me feel better today. Shes gonna come visit me soon which should be awesome. so basically all day i just sit around play with my new bass...occasionally get a phone call..try figure out how im signed on in 10 different locations and why when i sign off it doesnt say im off (thats really pissing me off). beating my dog because he isnt house trained. annnnnnndddd i fucking am so bored |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 9th, 2005|03:47 pm] |
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| |  aggravated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | not shit | ] |
alirght i didnt really have time to update for real but now i do theres alot i guess i have to explain before returning to school. I have obviously been gone for over 2 months in a rehab in Arkansas. I have no plans returning to the senseless shit ive done. You get put on a contract when you leave the place im sure it sounds like no big deal but the consequences for me disobeying it are beyond belief and i also trust the rehab i was at that the rules they are making are for my best interest. First of all 99 percent of my friends are going to be completely ignored i cant even really explain why that i am doing that i just know for me i have to do that and they told me i had to. It really doesnt make much different who i used with or not but thats the main part of it, it really stinks. I hope no one takes it to heart when i just walk the other way or ignore them from the bottom of my heart i apologize. If anyone doesnt understand why im doing that comment and i can go into deep detail but id prefer not to. Anyway besides that i feel like a new person fresh but scared of what lies ahead. I may be moving which to be honest i was really excited at first colorado right by my aunt and next to somebody who ive only hung out with a few times and already feel like shes my best friend but then they decide its in another part of colorado and now im just praying they change their mind but oh well. where i was at we do something callled "trek" 14 days in the Ozark Mountains no baths nothing like that freezing weather and to top it off 80 pound back pack on. Obviously no one is in physical shape to do that when they arrive there so we work out 5 days a week not a better way i can think to make me feel like a idiot but i caught up by christmas and am benching 60 pounds more now then when i came there which was pretty cool. i graduated tuesday and the hard stuff is just starting. Everyone who will be ignored please please please try to understand. I know thats prolly impossible but ill deal. Ill deserve whatever it is i get. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 21st, 2004|12:57 pm] |
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| | a.p.c- people are people | ] |
what do you do when you care about three things in life
and each and everyone one of them contradicts themselves from getting the other
you wind up with a fucked up kid like me |
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| im bored so why not |
[Oct. 29th, 2004|02:22 pm] |
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[[PAST]]]
[1] First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Hinton
[2] Last word you said: clippers
[3] Last song you sang: dont know
[4] Last person you hugged: some whacky girl
[5] Last thing you laughed at: my grandmas halloween costume
[6] Last time you said I dont remember: dont know
[7] Last time you cried: i dont remember.
[[[PRESENT]]]
[8] What's in your CD player: 311
[9] What color socks are you wearing: white
[10] What's under your bed: dont know cant see my bed from colorado
[11] What time did you wake up today: 9:17
[12] Current taste: bread. bread
[13] Current hair: down and dry
[14] Current clothes: black and red shorts and white t-shirt
[15] Current annoyance: younger girls
[16] Current longing: to see my girlfriend
[17] Current desktop picture: dontknow
[18] Current worry: going home
[19] Current hate: phone calls about me where i can hear what theyre saying
[20] Current favorite article of clothing: this thong a girl lowned me
[21] Favorite physical feature of the prefered sex: tits
[22] Last CD that you listened to: 311 greatest hits
[23] Favorite place to be: at the moment allys house
[24] Least favorite place: soccer field
[25] Time you wake up in the morning: depends
[26] If you could play an instrument: id play the drums if i could
[27] Favorite color: red
[28] Do you believe in an afterlife: no
[29] How tall are you: 5'6-5'7
[30] Current favorite word/saying: fo sho
[31] Favorite book: the da vinci code
[32] Favorite season: spring
[33] One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: jon tumirre
[34] Favorite day: fridays
[[[FUTURE]]]
[35] Where do you want to go: a long ways away
[36] What is your career going to be like: drugs
[37] How many kids do you want: zer0
[38] What kind of car will you have: if i can afford it one with four wheels
[[[HAVE YOU EVER...]]]
[ Said "I love you" and meant it?: yeah
[ Gotten in a fight w/your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc:] dont have any
[ Been to New York?: ] yep
[ Been to Florida?: ] yup
[ California?: ] yep
[ Hawaii?: ] nope
[ Mexico?: ] hell yeah had a good time there cept for last time
[ China?: ] no
[ Canada?: ] yep
[ Danced naked?: ] with my lover
[ Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day:] i wish thatd be fucking cool
[ Wanted to be the opposite sex:] hell yeah as long as i would be a hott girl
[ Had an imaginary friend?: ] nope
[[[RANDOM]]]
[ Do you have a crush on someone?:] sure
[ What book are you reading now?:] angels and demons
[ Worst feeling in the world:] guilt
[ What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: who the hell is the girl next to me
[ How many rings before you answer?: ] random
[ Future daughter's name: ] ill let my wife take care of that
[ Future son's name: ] bub
[ Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: ] nope
[ If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be?:] writter
[ Wish you were where?: exactly where i am
[ College plans: ] we'll c
[ Piercings: ] left ear
[[[THE EXTRA STUFF]]]
[ Do you do drugs?:] i wish
[ Do you drink: ] yeah
[ Who are your best friends?: ] hah
[ What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use?: ] the one thats in the bathroom
[ What are you most scared of?: ] making the wrong decision
[ What clothes do you sleep in?: ] shorts n a t-shir
[ Who is the last person that called you?:] ally
[ Where do you want to get married?: ] my wife will ditch me right be4 the wedding and then ill seduce all the bridesmaids
[ If you could change anything about yourself what would that be?] i wish i could care about things as much as i used to
[ Who do you really hate?: ] christina
[ Been In Love?: ] hard question...i believe so
[ Are You Timely Or Always Late: ] late
[ Do You Have A Job: ] not yet
[ Do You Like Being Around People: ] yeah
[ Best feeling in the world:] puff puff pass
[ Are you for world peace:] peace is boring
[ Are you a health freak: ] nope
[ Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: ] no
[ Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now:] nope i have her at least i think
[ Are You Lonely Right Now:] in a sense
[ Afraid You'll Never Get Married:] yes
[ Do You Want To Get Married: ] yes
[ Do You Want Kids: ] at the moment no
[[[IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...]]]
[ Cried: ] no
[ Bought Something: ] yeah 4 books
[ Gotten Sick: ] no
[ Sang: im sure i have
[ Said I Love You: ] yeah my mom said i love you and waited till id respond back with that hah
[ Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: ] not particularly
[ Met Someone New: ] yeah
[ Moved On: ] i guess
[ Talked To Someone: ] yes
[ Had A Serious Talk: ] yes
[ Missed Someone: ] alot
[ Hugged Someone: ] yeah
[ Kissed Someone: ] my grandma :)
[ Fought With Your Parents: ] no
[ Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: ] yeah me n justin got offerd a ride from a priest if we ditched our bud but we said fuck nooo
[ Had a lot of sleep: ] way to fucking much |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 24th, 2004|10:08 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | 311- down | ] |
ok all i have to say is in all honesty everyone and i mean everyone has to read
the da vinci code
it shows some things about the world bible science art and so much stuff and its the most intriguing book ive ever read and if anyone has any interest in reading READ IT |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 9th, 2004|11:11 pm] |
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| | t.v | ] |
last time someone will claim i talked to the cops |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 30th, 2004|07:13 pm] |
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| | crushed | ] |
well since some people cant say what they want to my face or at least to me somehow ill join the bitch club n argue on livejoural
first off id like to say uhh youve smoked way to much if you dont remember thanking you cuz i thanked you countless amount of times and ive tried to make up for those times so many times aaron i give u money ciggarettes call you whenever were smoking without you ive been the best friend to you that i could be to anyone im sorry that wasnt good for you...im not going to agree what i said was right but one i was fucked up and two there is truly alot aaron that depended on pot to keep our friendship granted ive told you my whole life and no matter how much u wanna talk behind my back ill still be there for you till the day i die i udnerstand ive put you through alot of shit but dont act like i havent risked anything and i never use you to smoke sorry to burst ur bubble u never even have bud..and one thing that ill stand by is i never have talked shit about u i always supported everything you did i tried to show you i care in times ive thought u doubted ive tried to give you my best advice in everything you do i took your advice more to the heart then anyone and i took alot of shit for you to aaron ive almost ruined my relationship with my parents becuz i refuse to let them believe your a looser i tell all my friends about you and tell them about how good of a person you are and thats something thats obviously lobsided becuz several times people have told me you talked shit whatever i didnt wnat to ever give you shit ive hung out with you when i couold have done a million and one other things but would have rather risked everything at home to be with you i thought you saw that i thought you saw my constant effort to be there for you HAHAHA I WENT TO MY FUCKING COUNSLER AND TRIED TO GET IDEAS TO GET YOU IN SCHOOL and you have the balls to tell me i dont care what i said was wrong i apologize but i wont stand here while you just bad talk me all the time i dont want your friendship if your that eager to throw it away ...you can talk all of your shit bundy becuz ive seen thats what kids do these days but whenever your in shit i KNOW you know ill be there for you cuz im sorry to say it i always have been, since the day i met you ive been there for you just as many times u helped me fucked up bundy i helped you maybe you dont remember or are too self centerd to notice and fuck you telling me i have a ego ....honestly tell me if i ever try to act like im a better person then you have i ever ditched you for popularity matter of fact i ditched pussy for you countless amount of times becuz i felt as if i had this friendship with you even if we didnt see eachother or talk as much (parental restrictions) that i had this connection with you where we saw things from the same view i think you should understand that being fucked up you might not be as emotionally there and aware of what your saying....once again you know ill be here for you till the day i pass i care for you aaron more then ive cared about another human being in my life i would leave right now if i was guranteed to be kickin it with you for the rest of my life i cant explain how much your friendship meant to me you obviously never understood anything i said when i told you
you are my bestfriend and ill be there for you till you tell me to go away and im sorry i tried to emphasize that enough with you but it wasnt good enough obviously |
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